BEING 3,000 MILES FROM YOUR KIDS IS HARD

I know it was my choice but I thought, gee fly back to CA once or twice a year and I'd be ok but as each year passes I miss my kids more and more. More grandkids that I won't get to hug and kiss and hold, Troubles come and I can't be there. And just plain not seeing my kids all 5 at any given time is hard. And then I have family here, (steps) but not. I'm lonely for my kids. I'm tired of not being a mom and a grandma. So being 3000 miles away is hard. I miss my kids.