Today is September 10, 2012. The weather is turning and it is beginning to get cooler. With it for me comes depression. It's a seasonal thing for me. When the sunshine hides behind clouds of grey, I become grey. I love the fall and winter season's but I hate feeling so tired and so depressed. Dortors say to use a UV lamp but I find that for me it does not work. PArtly because I'd have to be under it for a while and I can't seem to sit still for long periods. So I try to stay busy. Trouble is I stay busy at things that are not important. I am a lazy person. I like a clean house but I hate doing all the cleaning and I especially hate when Glen makes the big messes he make and then expects me to clean it up. So....
I am going to try to concentrate instead on starting a study of "The Story". Our church is starting this study at church but it's a night study and Glen won't go. So I'll be doing this on my own. I have gone to church at night but I feel like a third wheel so I chose to stay at home.
Another reason for my depression. But I have lost my thoughts...
The Story is the Bible written in story form. It's not different from the Bible except it does not have the verses marked. And it has a timeline and at the back itr has questionas to answer. So here's to trying to stay sane this winter. Besides all that I am trying to remain positive no matter how I feel. Thanks Pastor Rose for that teaching.
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